I will miss her

Today is a hard but an important day for me. For today is the anniversary of the death of my childhood friend who died at the tender age of 15 from HIV. She was so full of life and love. She was always smiling and she never stressed over the little things. The thing that makes this day even harder is the fact that tomorrow is her birthday. She would have been 18 years old with a future so bright you would need to sunglasses to see it. The fact that she would have been celebrating our graduation and possibly going to college with me and the rest of our close friends. In honor of her me and my two close friends wore black long sleeve and black hats that said Vote Obama (only cuz she has always wanted a black president). Tonight we are going to visit her grave and tell her how much we love and miss her and update her on whats going on in our lives. And the next day we may go out to dinner and celebrate our friendship. No one in this world could ever take her place. I have people that I am close with but no one knows me like she knew me. She knew what I was thinkig and I knew what she was thinking without even saying it. And when she was gone it was like part of my soul had been taken away. There is not a day that goes by that I dont think about her and what life would be like if she was here. But at her funeral I told her we would meet again some day and it would be as if we had never left each other. And I intend on keeping that promise. Well thats pretty much it. I will let you know how tonight went tomorrow.